I was so blessed to be able to jump on board at the last minute and go to the Living Proof Beth Moore conference in Springfield Friday night and Saturday morning. The worship was an amazing experience and the teaching inspiring, stimulating, and stirring. Beth spoke from Ps. 30: “You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy.” The Hebrew word for “turned” is Hapak – to turn around…transformation.
In those days sackcloth was some very rough cloth, similar to burlap, that they wore against their skin to cause them to feel outwardly what they were feeling in their hearts when they were undergoing something bad. It was also a message to those around them that they were hurting inside. And for believers, in a similar fashion to fasting, it reminded them each moment to take their burdens to God in prayer.
A few other pertinent cross references were Deut. 22:5, “Yet the LORD your God would not listen to Balaam, but He turned the curse into a blessing for you because the LORD your God loves you.” Hosea 7:8, “Ephraim has allowed himself to get mixed up with the nations. Ephraim is unturned bread baked on a griddle.” I thought that was an interesting illustration. As when a pancake is in need of turning, once side tends to burn and the top side is bubbly and doughy. When our perspective is out of wack and we aren’t listening to what God is trying to say to us we are like that unturned pancake.
To “take turns” in her talk was not meant as in taking turns with someone in doing something specific, but was to do with taking turns (or changes) in life that God would have us take. She outlined six steps to knowing how to take turns.
1) Know to your core that God alone is the turner. (Hebrews 1:3 – The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact expression of His naure, sustaining all things by His powerful word. After making purification for sins, He sat down at the right hand of the Majesty on high.” The biggest work of God is on the other side of two words: to turn. Here is the exquisite Paradox: There is nothing He who cannot change cannot change.
2) Need a turn. Know that you need a “turn”. She referred to a portion of scripture that says “You have drawn me up as from a well). He draws us up from deep pits and we need to be cognizant of our need and His rescue to us. Oswald Chamber said in “My Utmost for His Highest” (June 9), “If you realize that you are lacking, it is because you have come in contact with spiritual reality – do not put the blinders of reason on again. The word “ask” actually means “beg.” Perhaps it’s time we realize our desperate need of His turning us in some new way toward Him.
3) Be willing to take the turn. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing, the same way and expecting a change. Some of us need to break free from the bondage of “sameness”. We may not understand why some change is not pleasant. However, there is something healthy about knowing that we will be able to ask Him “why”…”what happened here?” when we get to Heaven. When we have grievous things happen to us, don’t skip the time to mourn. Lam. 5:15-17a says “for this our heart has become sick.” Ps. 107:33-35 talks about the fact that He turns rivers into deserts and deserts into pools. Whether it is good to bad or bad to good (and most of us experience both many times in our lives)…His job is to turn us toward Him!
Ps. 126:4 He restores. The true prosperity gospel is the prosperity of the actual gospel. It is us living out the gospel of Jesus. It is prosperity of our Spirit. It is when our gifting has been put at full throttle.
Ps. 31:11 (The Message) Says “You did it! You ripped off my mourning band and decked me with wildflowers!”
4) Begrudge absolutely no one else a turn. In the old testament the word favor was tied in with the word grace. Always be gracious about the turns that are happening and should be happening in the lives of others. It is not all about you. God is the turner. Move with Him, not in resistance or opposition to Him.
5) Realize Jesus took your very worst turn. Meditate on this. Live your life in response to this. Live in the turn that God is doing in your life. The same thing is going to get the same result. Live in a constant Jesus Consciousness because we are living in a corrupt world.
6) Testify to taking turns. Ecc. 3:7 “There is a time to tear and a time to sew.” When they wore the mourning garment they tore it to signify their mourning and brokenness. So it is interesting that God acknowledges there is a time to sew. Not throw the old garment out and pretend it was never torn. Not pretend we were never broken. But wear the scars that show His healing and redemption. The stitches bore the scars and tell a story. The story should always be about Him and how He used it. He is Jehova Rapha – The God who heals. He mends us with loving stitches by His own hands. He heals our wounds.